Motivation for The Advent

I was recently asked why do I support the Human Rights Activists. Here is my reason. When I was a child, I wanted to become a scientist in order to save the world. I wanted to cure cancer, solve world hunger and bring the advent of world peace with knowledge and understanding. As a adult, I've found that my dream will be very hard to usher into existence. But I haven't given up just yet. I'm always looking for new ways to bring about my dream. The Advent of Excellence. The Advent is my dream of world peace, understanding and a new age of prosperity. No more hatred. no more intolerance, no more sectarian strife and no more war. I support these brave souls for many reasons

1: The more publicity Activists recieve, the more people they can reach.
2: The more advertising Activists recieve for their products, the more funding they will have to fight the good fight.
3: The more influence Activists have, the better they can combat intolerance, bigotry, hatred, and silence.
4: The end result I'm hoping for will be that all who fight the good fight will shape the views of different groups into a positive image of all peoples


I am attempting this via Squidoo. Here is my Squidoo Page: http://www.squidoo.com/ultimate_ambition

The Advent of the LGBT Blitzkrieg

I often think about how I can better help the world and I believe I've found it. I've been talking to people about the most effect action to take and the most damaging things to our cause. The thing that hurts us most is invisibility, erasure and silence. If we are deemed non-existent, then the murder and oppression of LGBT people will be deemed ok, because it will be deemed a victimless crime.

We need to stop hiding, we need to stop "Going along with the program" In the words of the freedom fighter Dr Martin Luther King Jr. I call on everyone involved to become maladjusted. Become maladjusted to the intolerance we face daily, become maladjusted to "Separate but Equal", become maladjusted to homophobia and it's acceptance, become maladjusted to workplace discrimination based on your sexuality or gender identity, become maladjusted to the vicious character attacks of the religious right and become maladjusted to social gender roles.

Do not avoid showing your true self because the churches say it's a "sin" Do not suffer in silence because you are told you have to live as a gender that you are not. Confront! Fight! Do not relent! Do not give the vanguards of hate and intolerance a damn second to breath .Make it so they cannot possibly ignore us any longer! Wear your pride on your sleeve and show the world who we really are. I'm sure as hell not gonna stop. Not until there is freedom for all, or my heart ceases to beat.

No not let them push you back in the closet. The closet is death. And we want to live.

Tripping the Light Fantastic

Things are improving for me. I'm about to move to California and start my life over and improve it. I've made powerful allies in Stephenie Silberstein and Hadassah D. Gavi Chayim. I've acknowledged my personal demons and am working on removing them. For the first time in a long time I feel that my chances of success are good.



Yes. I feel like I am finally in step with the song of life, taking my dance partner known as success in my arms. Elegantly evading the pitfalls that life has to throw at me. I am Tripping the Light Fantastic.

My take on World Peace.

This is my first time making a video. If it works well, then I'll make video posts to my blog more often.

Devil in The Mirror

On my quest for inner peace I realized somethings about the Human race. We all have a built in darkside. Every single one of us have urges or impulses that we ignore to make us feel superior to the rest of the animals. Death and destruction is in our blood. But so is love and compassion. 

I myself have had very dark desires. Desires of vengeance, death and dominance. I thought that I was a evil monster for having such desires, but then I realized something. I felt guilt for my hunger for power and vindication. 

That told me that I had some good in my heart. That good is not the absence of evil, it's one's good nature becoming dominant over your dark heart. At one time, I thought my darkside gave me strength. That being ruthless and cutthroat would serve me well in life.

 I believed that my good nature and kind heart was weakness, and I had to purge it to be successful in life. I all to often saw(In my current view) the peo ple around me who nurtured their dark heart be successful in many things. I tried it their way and learned very quickly why I was dead wrong about them being successful. 

They were hollow inside. They had money, sex, popularity and status, but they still didn't have the thing that counted most. Happiness. They had money, but no true prosperity. They had sex, but no love. They had popularity and status, but no respect. These people who I had conflicting feeling of hatred, jealousy and envy were really the ones who we all should grieve for. I may not be the happiest camper around, but at least I have something to live for beside shallow temporary gains. 

We all have devils in our mirrors, but some of us see it for the devil that it is. The less fortunate mistakenly see their salvation instead.

The Dream is Dying

I've recently joined twitter and my experience has been mixed, leaning to good. The subject I'm writing about today is the quest for world peace and the people that i believe are sabotaging it. Some of these people mean well I'm guessing but their tactics will only harm us.

These "civil rights advocates" advocate a aggressive and adversarial style of getting things done. Instead of peaceful discussion, they want conflict. Instead of unity, they want conflict. I'm starting to believe that some of these people do not want peace. They want to destroy their perceived foes. I love the entire world and I want to save it, including the people who hate me. I believe that only with peace and understanding that we can save the world and unite all into one. I know pain and suffering better than some, but I also know of love and compassion.

The urge to strike back in furious vengeance is strong, but I am strong and wise enough to resist and know that the circle will continue if I answer the call of vindication. My adversaries probably never answer the call of peace and unity, but that does not mean that I have to let hatred and vengeance consume my soul.

One cannot defeat hatred with hatred, it is like trying to douse fire with more fire.

The Death of Black Individuality

This really shouldn't be a surprise to those that know me that I would be blogging about this, the constant pressure to conform in the black community is what ruining the black culture. 

The black community has unwritten rules and regulations that one has to abide by in order to be "Black". And dissenters within the black community are outcast and are disparagingly referred to as Uncle Toms, Oreo's and traitors. To be blunt, if you are black in America, you will either fall in line or lose your "Black membership card". 

More often than not, the people that are outcast are the best and brightest that the black community has to offer. The irony of all that is that racist Caucasians of yesteryear were the one that beat the idea that blacks are by nature ignorant and violent into the collective people's minds. And the black community has embraced the poisonous gift that the slavemasters forced upon us centuries ago. It is considered unblack to be educated and speak well. The black community is just as bigoted and hateful as the ones who oppressed them. The black community wholeheartedly embraces a god that was forced on them at the threat of death centuries ago, but they attack any black person who joins a different religion or none at all. Black people who listen to "non-black music" are ridiculed and mockery.

The sad fact that that the black community are doing way more damage to themselves that Caucasians ever did. 

Change of Image

To become a different person, one has to change one's image. One's image is a representation of their identity. That is why I believe that peer pressure and media trends are the death of originality and the destruction of one's sense of self. When you accept another's way of life as your own, you cease to exist and you become yet another slave belonging to the all-powerful influence of the status quo. There are many who want to achieve their personal excellence but fear leaving the flock of sheep's safety.  


There is but one thing those with goals of excellence need to understand.


Sheep cannot lead other sheep. Sheep cannot do anything but follow and be fleeced.